Malnourished? no, just underweight. For as long as I can remember I've never did I look in the mirror without seeing myself so thin, and feeling a bit sorry for myself.
I'm Just lucky that, I've been blessed with good people around me, I have lived a normal life. And so far I'm happy til now.
I got this feeling that people don't respect me because they see me as a weak person, they tend to laugh making jokes about my physical structure. I don't mind that.
Don't get me wrong I don't demand or need any bit of respect from them. I don't want that. People I know, respect me because they know me, what I'm capable of doing and what I can bring into the table.
Bottom Line I DON'T WANT TO FEEL SORRY FOR MYSELF ANYMORE.
I don't want to look in the mirror, feel bad and uncontended of what I have become my whole life.
I CAN CHANGE, I CAN MAKE MYSELF BETTER, PHYSICALLY.
The last couple of days I started working out, lets hope I can overcome this challenge.
I'll keep on running till I can't anymore.
NO MATTER HOW LONG IT TAKES, I'LL KEEP ON GOING
til here!
