August 03, 2012

Equality they said. but always put the blame on us..

Couples fight. that's normal right? friends, it's normal to listen give advice.. that's a healthy relationship. 

I just hate it when, your girlfriends' friends are a citizen of bias city. They tell her that the guy is wrong, he should've never done this, done that. telling her "it's ok"

NEWS FLASH, even if you are the woman in the relationship, you are not IMMUNE to mistakes. friends feel pity because they saw their friend cry. Well, it's not a reason for tolerance. She Cries because she realizes her mistakes. 

In a relationship, Both of them made a mistake. not just one. but BOTH of them.'


It is sort of frustrating because guys gets blame everytime. We swallow our pride forget about our ego just to make everything better. They just don't see that kind of effort anymore. they are just fucking blind of having and dreaming of a perfect relationship.




April 03, 2012

Whut the?!

Alright so it goes like this.. Grades are released, and Thank GOD! the school didn't hold any of my grades cause I've been through plenty of shit to be honest. Frustrated? yes I'am and quite frankly.. But this is not about me..

So as I've said, grades were released and ofcourse my classmates, schoolmates posted their grades in facebook,  I don't know why they do that, I don't know if their proud or braggin and shit.. But maybe their just proud, because their hard work paid off so that's that..

But, There's something that is bothering me though.. "SOME" cuss their professors for giving them low grades, and asking why they got that grade.. I mean, WHY WOULD THEY COMPLAIN IF THEY, THEMSELVES KNOW THAT THEY DON'T GO TO CLASS REGURALY, FAIL IN MOST OF THE TESTS.. I mean, it's a pretty common answer right?


Im not doing this blog to offend.. but, I'm just saying that it's not the professors fault.. They are a mother or a father too.. Their children don't cuss them so who gave you the right to cuss them..



--Marn

March 28, 2012

do I have to?

Sometimes, having a special someone is great.. someone who supports you, cares for you.. someone to lean on, to love..

I'm just really upset right now.. sad, mad, I really feel like crying right now..


maybe I'm just used to "if you love to, i do" "if you don't want it, I don't"
I apologize for being used to this. that's why I feel so bad right now..



anyways, the fuck I care right?


more of "ME" time :)

March 24, 2012

2nd year college, FUCK YEA!

Today is officially the end of my 2nd year in college! It was a very fruitful school year for me :) I've encountered great things and great people.

1st semeseter:
Got promoted from block C to an A.. I was very nervous at that time, I left my friends at block C, new faces, new challenges awaits for me.. I thought they were gonna eat me alive, but I was wrong, they are nice people. At first they kinda don't care who I was, or what was I doing, when I tried to talk to them, somehow, they just try to avoid me, or ignore me (yes that was heart breaking) good thing I know one(yes one) of them, she was my classmate during elementary days. so there. I was alone, for a couple of weeks, cause I lack social skills.

But as days passed by, we got to know each other, share same interests.. And next thing we know, we are hanging out, drinking booze total bonding.

I've met the coolest teachers eveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!
my teacher in baking and in bar and beverage, the coolest!
easy to talk to, calm, great listeners, and most of all FAIR!!

and then, I also found my other half.. Who I still love today and everyday..

March 16, 2012

Finals comin up!

I have been inactive the past of months (I think) well, that's because I've been busy with other things and I've been very lazy doing this kind of things. Anyways, Hell week is fast approaching, 3 days to be exact :) we are fully loaded, and I don't know if I can do it. It's kind of frustrating to be honest, the feeling that you want to cuss the whole world, the kind of feeling you want to put your teachers into pieces. But it's normal to every student to be frustrated. Just Don't let it get to your head. Fight it and be strong. It'll soon be over.


HELL WEEK, GET A TASTE OF HEAVEN :D

February 22, 2012

a bit rusty :)

I love taking pictures :) I really do. It serves as another pair of eyes for me.
I want to capture every bit of beauty in the world. When I do, I could stare at it all day.


One thing is, I love Still life and Landscape photography.. 



My chess piece :) given to me by my father..





"blades"



Souvenirs in Vigan, Ilocos Sur


Photos taken in UP Diliman, during my photography class




"Oblation"
















Also my favorite, Portraits.















How about animals? well, I got a few :)


















I could go all day taking pictures. I'm in love with it, maybe obsessed? not really.. photography is one of my passion. 

10, 20, 30, or maybe a hundred years, I can still look at this pictures, and say, "Thank you GOD for giving me the passion of photography, and made me see the world clearer.



till here!

smile!



---MARN---